OBSERVATION WRITING- THE HUB
People
look lost and confused. Some perhaps dazed and tired, others
possibly
still nursing hangovers as it near the middle of the day. For the
moment
it isn't raining outside so the marble floors are still reasonably
dry.
People pass me with their first meals of the day. Others walk alone
with
earphones in. Either blocking out the drone of chatter or avoiding
talking
to anybody and pleading ignorance to those who call his name. There
are most
with thick coats fastened to the top. Others with scarves and
hats. It
must be cold outside, though it is most likely only because of the
floor of
people wandering inside that it is any warmer in here. The cage
tills
are as understaffed as always. Something all residents have or will
grow
accustomed to. TV's, signs and artwork are visible in all directions,
but
nobody watches or reads them. Other than the seats on the balcony
above,
everyone’s clothes seem to match the weather. Dull and grey. The
excitement
and nerves of new students has quickly subsided.
Kirstie
Macmillan
Books lay in piles
Books
lay in piles ready to be purchased; their pages turned, their spines bent. Two
women stand at their
desk in idle conversation, chatting mindlessly about something
unimportant.
It’s so peaceful here – not like most libraries I’ve been to. There’s
something very comforting about being completely alone but amongst people
who are all striving towards the same thing. Two girls have just rushed through
the library doors, flattening their hair in an attempt to fix it from the
wind. I feel young but old at the same time. Inexperienced but ready. After being
here for only two days I feel a part of something very important- almost familiar.
As I sit here and watch other students read, chat, write, daydream, drinktheir daily coffee, I finally feel completely in my element. Accepted. Normal. Like I was supposed to be here three years ago. So I drink my own coffee and I write. Write about what I see. And to be honest most people would say there’s nothing to see at all right now - as I sit and observe- but I see it all. I see people like me and it feels good.
Just as
I put pen to paper, about to tell my page of the lack of activity
occurring
around me, an almost impressively loud belch erupts from
somewhere
nearby. The culprit is uncertain, though he who wanders not far
from my
chosen perch is a smartly dressed man copping a steaming paper cup
in one
hand, the other grasping firmly the leather strap hanging from his
shoulder.
He doesn’t look the type to make such noises, at least not in
public,
but people have a tendency to surprise you.
Copious
numbers of people are walking past; a young man with immaculately
styled
hair, a second comparatively shoddy in appearance as he half
heartedly
pushes a rusting luggage trolley before him. A swarm of bodies
rounds
the corner from the lake, awash with brown chinos and Peter Pan
collars,
eager to keep up with fashion, as per. As they pass by they create
a
brilliant contrast with the brown haired girl walking the opposite
direction
in her camo combats, head down, a lone gummy earbud dangling from
her
pocket. A pigeon stirs in the tree above, burying its head further
under
its wing, trying to sleep as two staff members stand chatting about
everything
and nothing a mere few feet to my left. One has a blue golf
umbrella
slung over her shoulder, a balancing act as a banana, two books
and a
shop bought sandwich rest in the crook of her elbow. She does the
majority
of the talking, her stance relaxed as she natters on, blissfully
unaware
of the other woman’s discomfort, whose short replies and fidgeting
feet
makes it clear that she’s eager to move on. They eventually part ways,
the
escaping pace of the latter double that of her colleague.
Human
activity has died down now. A minute ladybird crawls across my leaf,
its wing
case only just large enough to fit a single black dot on either
side. I
find myself strangely transfixed as it stops briefly every few
seconds
or so to clean its antennae or flutter its wings, evidently unsure
as to
the safety of its new ink clad environment. It seems to follow my
hand
down the page, daring itself to get closer and closer to the ball of
the pen.
My ability to concentrate on the happenings around me has
disappeared
completely; I reckon it’s time to relocate my new companion and
move on.
27/09/12 - Observation
She takes a seat in the foyer of the Arts Centre, close
enough to the box office to observe and listen to the exchanges that take place
at the desk. Her surroundings are
aesthetically pleasing, the clean lines and clear contrasts in colour : the
mute greys and vibrant red. No not red, she realises as soon as she writes the
word that it is lazy of her to describe the colour of the chairs as red. The
colour reminds her of the nasturtiums she grew from seed and planted out in her
tiny yard the previous spring. The colour of the chairs is ‘nasturtium red’,
she decides.
She isn’t expecting the hum that builds up to her left,
in the area she has just walked through to reach the foyer. From where she is
sitting she can’t see anybody but she pictures a group of students gathering
there; as their numbers swell it is as if someone is increasing the volume in
the room. The door opens and a stream of chattering faces pours in to the foyer
and she is surrounded. It is difficult for her to focus on any one individual
or small group as they merge into one homogeneous mass. She starts to feel
mildly irritated. Another Creative Writing student, she recognises him as
somebody who had been sitting in front of her in the lecture theatre earlier,
approaches from the right and takes a seat. He will struggle to concentrate
there, she thinks, and as if he has had the same thought he stands and exits
left.
As the group in the foyer moves away she suddenly feels
very tired and realises she would rather stay where she is, now the noise has
subsided, than move on to experience a fresh perspective. To counter the guilt
that she fleetingly experiences at choosing the easy option she strains to see
what the lady in the Box Office is doing. A vase of yellow flowers on the desk
obscures her view. What are they? She knows they cannot be daffodils this late in
the year. Reaching in her bag for her glasses case she finds a banana that she
put there yesterday and she makes a note to eat it while she is walking back to
meet her tutor group. Even wearing her glasses she can’t make out what flowers
they are. The glasses go back in the bag.
Just when everything feels still again, a young man,
barefoot and wearing what look like a pair of black and white pyjama bottoms,
strides purposefully through the foyer.
Turning her head she tries not to worry too much what
state his feet will be in if he doesn’t put something, if not shoes then just a
pair of slippers, on. Time to leave. Reluctantly she gathers her things and
exits right in order to check out the flowers at the Box Office desk. They are
roses, of course, this is after all what was the Rose Theatre.
OBSERVATIONS
I walk
past the small statue of a pig. I remember being told about it
during a
tour of the campus, but I don’t recall why it’s there. I didn’t
understand
it then and I still don’t now. There is a plaque, but the grass
is too
wet today. I’m also aware that other writers are around waiting to
pounce
on oddities, like a girl with shoe laces untied walking across
sludgy
grass to better see a pig. I wonder if I’ll ever take the time to
read it
in my whole three years here, but right now I need to sit down
before I
trip over those laces.
People
stare and I stare back. I’m sat on a low wall, shielded from view by
some
bushes and small trees from the other writers behind me. A taller
person
might look strange, their legs would be all bunched up and awkward,
but as
short as I am it’s as though the wall was made for me. Of course, it
might
look a little bizarre that I decided to sit on a wall rather than the
many empty
benches stretched out in front of me, but their cold design
don’t
seem as comforting.
The sun
has made an appearance and the wet slabs of stone light up the path
to the
Hub and beyond. It seems to lure out the people who are still
dressed
for summer, unwilling to let go just yet, holding on with golden
skin to
those rare tendrils of September sunlight. A student walks by
wearing
shorts with a crazy pattern, a mismatched combination to his upper
half.
The light reflects off the fluorescent jackets of two police women
walking
away. The campus is thrown back into dull, grey tones, the clouds
now
engulf the whole sky.
“Mornin’,”
a student raises his hand in pleasant greeting but the girl
either
doesn’t hear or blatantly ignores him. Maybe her mood has been
dampened
by the sudden loss of light, perhaps they live in the same
building
and he annoys her to no end. If this were a film, they might
someday
set aside their differences and marry. We will never know.
Most
people are quiet as they walk by, slightly nervous and looking a
little
lost, even in large groups. They crowd together, not knowing one
another
but subconsciously seeking safety in numbers.
Others are loud and
their
laughter and conversations bounce across to me, but they all scream
the same
thing – ‘I don’t have a clue where I’m supposed to be right now.’
The two
policewomen are back, but they must have arrived a different way.
Now
they’re behind me and looking at the map. They’re going back the way
they
came. Even they’re lost.
Another
student walks by wearing a sort of trench coat, a cigarette in his
hand,
and, coming from the business building, his appearance cries
gangster.
His stride is confident and relaxed, a perfect mix between a
cocky
swagger and a casual stroll. He could take on anyone, any situation
and he
isn’t intimidated by all this change in the slightest. Maybe this is
who the
two policewomen were looking for.
A man
wearing white overalls, paint splattered all over keeps walking back
and
forth, disappearing and re-appearing. He’s small and quick like a
rabbit
hopping to and from his burrow, to and from a hat, with paint
supplies.
It has
begun to rain so I make my way inside. To warm my hands I stick them
under
the hot taps for a couple of minutes. After slapping the underside of
the hand
dryer repeatedly, sending a spray of water across the walls, I
realise
the hand dryer isn’t working. It is the first time I’ve had to warm
my hands
up like that this year and the small tradition makes me excited.
It means
that summer is gone, no matter how much shorts-boy clings to it,
and
autumn is here. It’s the time many other students and I meet new
challenges,
new places, friends, enemies, more-than-friends and
experiences.
They say spring is the time for new beginnings, and that might
be true
for nature and religion, but for me the beginning will always be
autumn.
Observations
What
hits me first is the strange juxtaposing mix of people trickling
around
the campus. The rain has finally let up and so everyone is less *
dashing-from-building-to-building*
and more *calmly-strolling-around* or
stumbling
bleary-eyed through their morning routine. The brief pinpricks of
sunlight
that break through the clouds hit our eyes periodically and I pity
the
hungover Freshers among us.
There is
a lady sitting in the window of the building opposite. Headset on,
her eyes
flicker between her screen and the people passing, a wistful look
passing
over her face. A girl rushes past me, feet thudding on the wooden
deck,
keys jingling in her hand. A couple walk past clutching coffee cups,
swerving
around three men seemingly just loitering around in their matching
white
overalls. The wind picks up around me, carrying voices from all
around;
snatches of conversations, strangers lending lighters, a girl
humming
under her breath. I recognise the song and carry it on in my head.
Someone
walks past with an energy drink in one hand, sports bag slung over
one
shoulder. Bundled up in a winter coat, hat and scarf, I wonder how on
earth he
can walk around in *shorts* and a *t shirt*. I at tug my scarf
sympathetically.
I worry
my observations are too dull so I move around to stand near a bench
just
around the first curve of the duck pond. The leaves are starting to
collect
at the bases of the trees and it makes me smile; I love this time
of year.
Another couple walk past, this time swinging their joined hands
between
them, a group of girls discuss their antics from the night before,
heels
click and clack behind me, a girl reapplies her lipstick as she
passes
on the other side of the pond.
I move
along again, away from the smoker who has struck up a conversation
with the
stranger with the lighter. I wonder absentmindedly what they are
discussing
and marvel at people’s ability to naturally converse with
someone
they have never met before. I narrowly miss a man sweeping leaves
out of
the path and return his smile. The girl with the keys returns at a
much
slower pace, her sense of calmness contrasting with her previous
franticness.
The wind
picks up even more and I tighten my hold on my notebook, cursing
myself
for not wearing warmer clothes. A girl walks past wearing shorts and
I feel
less ridiculous. Two men in matching uniforms pass, quietly
acknowledging
each other with identical tired expressions and a slight head
tilt. I
wonder to myself if the recognition was for each other or the
uniform.
Some of
the other students have huddled together in groups but I stand
alone,
trying to not get distracted by more mundane sights and attempting
to make
this more interesting. I think I’m failing.
The sun
peaks out again and I feel it warming one side of my face
immediately.
The trees tilt to one side with the force of the wind and a
few
drops of rain hit my forehead. I walk further around and a tree catches
my eye.
Tied around various branches are strips of torn cloth; printed,
plain, small,
large. There is writing on them and on the first one I try to
read the
rain has caused the red ink to bleed across the material, making
it
illegible. It makes me stupidly melancholy that I cannot see what the
writer
‘*wants to be’* in the future. I try another and see the optimistic
phrase
*‘I want to see the world’* in small, neat handwriting. There are
little
Biro stars drawn around it and I find myself hoping it happens for
the
writer. I hope they see the world.
The rain has stopped. That’s something at least. I don’t
know how I feel about being able to sit outside without getting an impromptu
shower, it’s disconcerting is what it is.
The sun has yet to make a debut but I feel that would be asking a little
too much. This is England after all.
It’s quite nice here. I’m sat by the lake on one of the
wooden picnic benches, one which unfortunately hasn’t been sheltered from the
elements and I can already feel moisture seeping through my clothes. Way to
make a good impression girl. First real day at university and you’re going to
be walking around with a giant wet patch on your behind for the next few hours.
I’m so proud of myself right now.
The ducks are making rather a lot of noise. On closer
inspection it appears the wind has picked up slightly and is causing quite a
stir in the Land of Beaks. Most of the ducks are across the other side of the
lake, living it up in the shelter of the reeds and, I don’t speak duck, but I
think they’re taunting the two ducks on my side of the lake. I’ve named them
Dave and Daisy. Dave has decided that he doesn’t like it on the Education side
of the lake and wishes to be in the Land of Beaks with the rest of his kind.
Despite Daisy’s obvious disapproval, Dave makes a beeline towards his fellow
ducks and is promptly blown off course by a large gust of wind, resulting in
more angry quacking on his part and muffled giggling on mine.
A cough nearby startles my attention away from Dave and
his exasperated friend, looking up I realise I’ve been being watched by my
classmate and am probably going to live out my uni experience with the nickname
Duck girl or something. Wow I’m just two for two today aren’t I. Okay so I’ll
just smile and introduce myself. There
we go. Sorted. I’m still going to be duck girl but now she knows I have another
name maybe she’ll feel guilty enough to use it. Don’t they say to do that if
you’re kidnapped? Say your name a lot and tell them personal details so they
see you as a person and not just a victim? I’m getting a little off topic her and
she doesn’t look like she’s going to go all Hannibal on me so I think we’re
good.
I’ve just now realised people are starting to stream out
of the buildings near me. Classes must be over. Darwin! How long was I watching
those bloody ducks. It’s definitely got colder in the last few minutes and I
can feel the bite in the air now, the cold is starting to leach through my
jumper and into my bones. I really hate the cold. By the looks of it so does
everyone else. From my vantage point I can see most people are struggling with
files and books, trying not to drop them as they fight their way into coats and
jackets. One girl, at the entrance of the Health building, fails in the most
undignified way possible and manages to drop most of her belongs and fall over
her own feet in the process. Brushing her bottle blonde curls away from her
face she gathers her belongings, looks to see if anyone noticed and walks away
head held high. Kudos to her, when I fall down I usually manage to do it in the
most densely crowded area, she managed to do it in a dimly lit doorway. She’d
be doing so well if I hadn’t got in down on paper. Never underestimate the
weirdo with the notebook. Always watching. Always waiting. Always lurking in
the shadows ready to record your most embarrassing moments and write about them
on a blog. (Insert evil laugh here)
The more I watch people, the more they start to blend in
to one. There is, however, a distinct difference between the girls leaving the
Health building and the girls leaving the Education building. The education
girls are all sweet little things, with soft features and an air of innocence
which makes you just want to hug them. As I watch, a petite girl with auburn
hair and flushed cheeks dips her head against the wind and rushes into the
building behind me, giving me a small smile as she hurries past. In comparison
the ones emerging from the Health building all bare a canny resemblance to one
another physically. Most of the students leaving that building have their hair up
in buns, with make up so thick I fear the orange glow may blind me from my
vantage point across the lake. Is it like a uniform? I hope the Ducks are
faring better against the borderline solar flare. Do they have sunglasses in
the Land of Beaks? Resisting the urge to make Willy Wonka references. Must not
make references. Singing the Ompa lumpa song under my breath doesn’t count. Oh
goodie. One of them has noticed me watching. Maybe she’ll smile and wave and
we’ll be best friends forever, there’ll be hair braiding and sleepovers and,
nope, she’s just flipping me off. Lovely. Just lovely. Ahhh she’ll make such a good nurse if her
people skills are anything to go by. She scowls a bit more, at least I think
she’s scowling, the glare from her orange skin makes it a little hard to tell.
I think It’s
getting brighter now, the cold is still biting but the sun is really trying to
break through the cloud barrier. I feel like I should be cheering it on,
encouraging it. Come on sunshine you can do this. Just a bit further. A little
more and we may have a chance of getting over a countrywide vitamin D
deficiency. Just a little more….
Yeah it’s raining again. God I love England. Just when
you think you cant get any damper, British weather never fails to prove you
wrong.
Finally, the golden spears of the sun have cut their way
through the darkened sky. Although, I highly doubt it will make much of a
difference to the people who have lately been forced to live like canal folk
due to the relentless onslaught of rain, resulting in mass flooding. To be
honest I can’t understand the relevance of the water tower in the distance, I’m
surprised it hasn’t been rendered obsolete already.
Seeing people walk past me, heading for the gym is
actually quite depressing, I’m quite envious (and admittedly jealous) of their physiques.
Then again, even the thought of what they are doing in there makes me tired.
Now I’m sitting on a rather uncomfortable table, getting fairly annoyed by the
constant noise and draft when the automatic doors keep opening and closing for
now apparent reason.
The room is now crowded as a lecture has just been
finished, although I may as well be invisible for all the notice they are
giving me, not that I am bothered by this. Although I must admit the Wilson
centre does have some interesting features, the posters around it for one
thing. Some of them are pretty weird but others are… uplifting, the one of a
typical English pier set by a summer sunset for example, it’s nice, though rare
in this country. Were as the one behind me is a little more accurate: a teenage
boy with red dyed spiked hair whilst smoking a cigarette with the pier in the
distance next to a grey beach co-existing with a blackened sea.
I glance out the window and what a shock! It’s raining.
Again. People all over campus run for cover, a large margin of them without
coats or jackets which I do think is quite stupid considering the latest
weather, in fact considering this country I think people should be prepared for
wind and rain at all times.
Matthew Toale
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